L.O.V.E <3

August 1st, 2006 by leroy92crusade

well.. as ya’ll noe tat da new in thing 4 teenagers is.. LOVE… well… love… its when a guy n a girl.. fall 4 each other… den they go steady n stuffs like tat… well.. true love is when da couple.. love each other deeply… appreciates 1 another… n most importantly.. understands each other.. coz if they dun.. wats da use  4 da both dem 2 b in love.. n da other important thing is tat.. both of dem shud b loyal n faithful 2 1 another.. well.. as ya’ll noe.. da guys.. sumtimes.. however.. r playboys.. haha.. coz i’m a guy myself duh~.. so they intend 2 play wif da girls feelings.. coz well ya’ll noe wtf bapa ayam means.. yeah.. n guys like tat.. especially me.. shud be thought a lesson.. coz.. if da gurl doesn’t break wif him.. she’s wasting her time.. coz she’s letting herself been played tat ol’ fucker.. yeah.. i admit.. i am a fucker.. LoL well.. i learned my lesson though.. n sumtimes.. da girl.. becomes a ‘play girl’ or as ppl nowadays say.. BITCH!!! yeah.. bitches.. coz as u c.. if da girl is kinda hawt.. other guys will like fight 4 her.. yeah.. although da girl is already taken.. well she bcomez proud of herself coz she thinks she’s so attractive coz all da guyz r like.. going after her.. n like sumtimes… da girl doesn’t agree wif ppl saying tat she’s cute.. coz she thinks tat ppl might say tat she’s so proud or like fatt how or wateva.. but actually she’s wrong.. if u dun admit.. tat means.. u’re 2 proud n tat if u say tat u’re not den u’ll think tat all guys would keep telling u tat u’re cute…
well.. tats wat my sis told me.. LoL well da point is.. i dun und girls man.. sumtimes they can b so loving, so loyal 2 u.. n sumtimes they intend 2 bcome like rihanna’s UNFAITHFUL… yeah.. hell yeah.. true love isn’t juz bout da guys looks neither izit da girl’s "hawtness", it’s bout da heart.. if she’s kind hearted,faithful n blah blah.. den she’s da rite 1.. if da guy like listens 2 u, n would like die 4 u.. den he’s da 1.. n da other important thing is tat.. da reason y guys won’t take "THE MOVE" its bcoz they’re scared tat it might fail… like they miight get rejected.. yeah.. so.. da girls shud make da move.. LoL haha.. well.. 2 me.. i dun realli blieve in love nymore coz i find tat.. love sux 2 da max.. fucking hell.. its easy 2 b 2gether but its hard 2 break up.. ya’ll noe wat i mean.. so.. if u like a person.. think whether u’re ready 2 take da responsibility of being a BF or GF.. n make sure tat u guys r deeply in love.. if its all puppy love.. might as well juz go 2 da pet shop n buy a puppy den.. well infact.. ppl would love da puppy more den his/her bf/gf… now tats plain stupid..

My FriendzZz

July 31st, 2006 by leroy92crusade

fucking hell.. man.. some friends r alwayz there 4 u.. n some aren’t.. fucking hell… well as da yrs go by.. ppl change.. n u lose n gain friends too.. well tats part of life.. well.. my friends hu r like alwyaz there 4 me.. well.. andrew chow kin mun aka futurebape.. well he’s been alwayz there 4 me.. since da day i really knew him.. he mayb da skools BIGGEST gangsta.. but he’s a loyal n real frend indeed.. well as da saying goes.. ” you can’t judge a book by its cover” well.. i alwayz like tat saying.. well… loadzz of teachers practically hate him.. but they dunno da real andrew.. a real nice guy.. does crazy stuffs.. haha.. but he doesn’t like ppl following da things he does.. coz.. he noes wats best 4 his frenzz.. n 2 me.. tats a true fren indeed.. coz he’s alwayz there 4 u.. even tat time when i n mun xiew like fought over such stupid matter… well i admit.. i started it. n i hope mun xiew n i can make peace again.. . n andrew helped me settle it.. haha.. n karavin.. da WWE guy.. HAHA!! although i tease him practically everyday.. but he’s oso another 1 hu stands up 4 me.. haha.. a real friend which i wouldn’t 4get too.. haha!! n my ‘new’ best friend.. haha.. darren hew tao kin.. haha.. i knew him like long time ago.. but we anti each other coz we used 2 not like each other.. haha.. n we bcame frenz last yr.. i find tat its too late 2 noe darren more.. coz he’s leaving next yr 2 go back 2 his home country.. NEW ZEALAND… well.. he din talk 2 me like dis yr coz i was hanging out wif all those rich n famous,wannabes, LCLY ppl.. well i guess tat mayb he doesn’t 1 me 2 b like dem.. n i was so confused coz he din explain 2 me at 1st.. until last sunday.. when i join CGMC youth… n da topic of da day was ‘favouritism’.. well tat topic kinda changed quite a lot of ppl.. well it made me realise bout… all da ppl in da world.. where evry1 liked da hot,sexy,cool,popular,cute,handsome,smart,rich n famous ppl.. well.. wat ppl were doing were wrong.. there’re much more ppl hu needs more attention n those ppl hu practically hav evrything.. n back 2 darren.. well i was chillin out wif my frenz when darren suddenly juz tapped me on my back.. n told me 2 follow him.. n so i did.. den we talked.. after so long.. well.. he explained evrything.. n i understood..n he says tat eventhough i dress like  u noe hip hop thingy n yet i’m humble.. i guess tats me.. well.. like wat i said ppl do change.. den tat was when i was sooo touched man.. well.. it was like so not me.. coz i’m like da LCLY kinda person.. da lansi wannab gangsta.. suddenly juz felt so touched man.. n it 2 kinda made me think bout my best bud in class… NAVEENAN.. well.. last yr.. he, tenooth,keith would like tease me like shyt.. till i was so irritated.. n dis yr.. we were like so darn close..we shared all our probs.. n we had so much in common..  but at da end.. our friendship started fading away.. when da mun xiew prob came.. he like wasn’t there when i needed help.. den i started thinking.. is he a gud fren?? n as weeks past by.. we were still close.. but he talked bad bout me in class evryday.. in tamil.. n i alwayz thought navee was juz like me.. until he bcame so fucking close 2 all those ah beng ah lian(low standard) indians in my class.. like pavi,raymond george, djai, giri.. they’re so.. INDIAN!! so fucked up.. n it hurt me alot.. coz my friendship wif him faded immedietely.. from da hip hop naveenan.. 2 da chuckily naveenan.. would sing dumb indian songs bout ppls family members.. talk bad bout ppl.. even his own best friend.. ME!!!!!!!!.. i got so fustrated coz i 4give him like so many times n yet he wanna b so groupie like.. so like.. WTF i care?!?!?!he wasn’t da naveenan i used 2 noe.. he changed alot.. he bcame so lansi.. i used 2 pity him coz he’s da only child n both his parents r teachers.. so in da morning.. he’s all by himself at home… tats y i decided 2 bcome friends wif him.. infact we used 2 b ‘brothers’… n i juz left him alone 4 da last 2 weeks.. he’d still tease me in skool.. but i dun care.. when skool over.. we used 2 like give our ‘gang shake’ den say take care n dis n tat.. n now.. we dun even hangout.. after skool.. i’ll juz go home without even saying bye 2 him.. n recently.. after da darren hew thing.. i decided 2 b kind enuf 2 sms navee tat i’m thankful 2 hav a such wonderful best fren.. n i wished him good luck wif his new best friends.. n tat i had lots of fun last time wif him man.. we like used 2 b so retard… n now our friendship is juz gone.. well.. i dun wanna tell navee how i feel coz i noe he wouldn’t listen.. might as well juz let him live his new life.. n he might juz laugh his head off n tell evry1 bout dis.. n he might talk more bad stuffs bout me bhind my back coz i noe he’s new character.. da new naveenan.. well.. 2 evry1 out there hu’s reading dis damn long blog.. i hope tat.. if u’re going through like wat navee n i r doing.. or mayb u’re juz like navee.. my advice is.. dun change.. b urself.. ur realself.. not da new bitchy attitude..